What keeps me going…
is you guys.
Andy - Your the best person I ever met so far in my life Andy. Your one of the reasons that I wake up in the morning to go to school and I am able to put a smile on my face. I’m not going to say much because it all comes to say the three words Andy, I love you.
Tina- Thanks to you Tina, I feel like I’m not alone on this. Things are easier said than to do but with you, it makes me think. You know, I’m always going to be there for you Tina and don’t let anyone ruin your life so the same goes for me. Tina, I met you last year and ever since then your always able to bring me back the good memories I once had in my life and I know, there are many more to come.
Pryscilla- You don’t know how much I appreciate that your always within 5 meters range for me and you come to the rescue for me. I truly appreciate friendships like yours. I always feel like I could think right again when I hear you speak to me. Thanks a lot Pryscilla.
In the end, I am really sorry to everyone who I hurt today and especially you.
I really dont want the decision be made because of me. Your a really nice guy and you know what, im not going to have problems with you over a girl.
You know what? I don’t need anything else right now except for my friends. And I know you can’t take that away from me for sure.
Hopefully with time, things will work out again. I don’t even know why both us have to go through this pain.
And I am really sorry Singleton. It really hurt me how you left like that today. I am so sorrry. I don’t even think your ever going to forgive me.
Everyone is going through shit. But what keeps me going, is you guys.
I truly love and care about all my friends.
Tony and Amy, you guys are able to cheer me up anyday, and no matter what mood I am in. I know I wasn’t been able to talk to you guys lately, but I truly do appreciate your friendships. You guys been there for me before and I know you guys will always be.
Ann ma, Thanks for always cheering me up with your smiles and hugs. I always forget about my problems when I see you. Your like drugs. As long as I don’t get an overdose.
Each weeekend, I look forward to fun events such as also hanging out with this awesome guy from Alhambra High School named Peter Lai. I am really happy that I am able to see you at least one day each week and I always look forward to those days. Hopefully you will be going to ICe Skating this friday :)
I am really a lucky guy. I really have to be thankful for all these friends who truly care for me and as well family. My sister has been seeing me cry and even though I know she hasn’t been able to talk to me, she has worries and stress about her own education. Many people say how they dont recieve much support from their parents, at least they live with their parents.
I often find myself being home alone and only being able to rely on my friends for support. And that is why, I am truly lucky for having friend like you guys.
And I am always going to hope that tomorrow is going to be a better day.
Ice skating, beach clean up, choir tour, and prom are all fun events that are coming up. Even though I am not going to tour and prom, I am really excited for Tony and Amy as well as other friends.
I also have to apologize to Cynthia Wee. I am really sorrry about what I said to you today and as well to Randy and Singleton. I am really sorry. I know you guys care for me but I am really sorrry. Please give me another chance. I truly feel bad.
All I want to be is a nice guy. A guy that can enjoy his life during High School and live his time in High School while he can. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. I never knew I was capeable of doing so much to people until this year.
As so many events are approaching, I am not going to waste another time shedding tears. Big boys don’t cry :).
There so much ahead of me. I am barely 16 and I’m not going to ruin my life because of these things. Things beeen pretty shitty lately, but life doesn’t suck. This is just the time period we all have to overcome. At least this time, I don’t feel like I am alone on this.
I just wanted to say thanks to all my friends. I love you guys so much. You guys ARE my family.
Tomorrow will be a better day. =)
